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KathAllyss

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I'm...getting progressively more suicidal and depressed and anxious. I was better for awhile, and then my roommate moved his girlfriend in. She constantly puts me down, hits my cat. Tells me I'm immature and she's significantly more mature than me. (She's five years younger than me, in fact, shes barely 18.) She pushes me to cut, she tells me I'm a bad person. All I ever even try to do in life is make everyone else happy.
I sacrifice plenty for everyone else, and rarely complain except for when someone screws me over. At least not in front of her. I complain to my best friend when he doesn't do the dishes (he's my other roommate, there are four of us in total including me). Small things like that. And not constantly.
She's lived with us for 9 months when it was supposed to be temporary. She has never paid any rent or anything. One month we were struggling and she had to pay the electric. She occasionally helps with groceries.
We're barely scraping by at the moment and she expects me to pay her 800$ before she "moves out" in December, back to Maine, where she's from. Then she tells me that if she doesn't have the money she's going to kill herself because she won't be able to afford to move.
I don't even know what to do anymore. Every time I try to voice my opinion I get shut down. My best friend tells me just to tide it out a little longer but I'm in despair at this point and just want to die.
I don't know what to do...
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I just wrote a huge story in a journal and poured my heart out because I needed advice, and I'm on my kindle. It says "sorry, can't publish" and erases the entire thing...
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To the general dA population,

 

I believe I have met someone that's...inhuman. But I'm not entirely sure how. And I'd like some help figuring out, or at least getting a hypothesis together.

His eyes....they stand out. I can't NOT stare at them. They're so light colored it's damn near impossible, but when I look at them I think green. But, they almost seem white-blue. He's very charismatic, charming, likable...and honestly, if it weren't for his eyes, I wouldn't even be suspicious.

 

Input, questions, suggestions appreciated.

 

KathAllyss ~ Courtney

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To the general dA population,

 

I believe I have met someone that's...inhuman. But I'm not entirely sure how. And I'd like some help figuring out, or at least getting a hypothesis together.

His eyes....they stand out. I can't NOT stare at them. They're so light colored it's damn near impossible, but when I look at them I think green. But, they almost seem white-blue. He's very charismatic, charming, likable...and honestly, if it weren't for his eyes, I wouldn't even be suspicious.

 

Input, questions, suggestions appreciated.

 

KathAllyss ~ Courtney

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People are never lost, just misplaced ~My ex-boyfriend.

 

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Bullshit. Get your ass back here. I fucking miss you.

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